May 2012
2 posts
April 2012
5 posts
SCAR TO MY SOUL
Flippin’ papers with your demon eye
Gazing down beside the plastic isle
I never thought that you could be this hard
Inside the idiotic blazer and your scruffy tie
Minutes later you tossed out the dice
I couldn’t talk without your pretty lies
With one mismatched puzzle tile
You layered them all well, don’t even have to hide
Oh, tell me where to go
I’m so blind and cold
Waiting...
Anonymous asked: things would get fucked up some times... and you would feel lost. and hopeless. and well. lost. the main point is to know that you're doing your best being you. it's practically okay to just go with the flow. :) wish you all the best dude! :)
Shelter of Regret
Not that I’ve stopped my pace, but I just need a space. I’ve been away from writing stuffs here and posting songs of my own for such a long time. There’s not much to offer these days but just a song that I just made today. Wish I could attach an audio along but I bet the quality would ruin the excitement. So I should just archive this piece in one of my collections.
...
March 2012
2 posts
Random.
Roads diverge, yet no place to go,
I zoom the paths and see no glow.
Inside the dark I weep and whisper,
I say to myself, “Hey, please be stronger.”
By steps that I take, I’m easy to walk.
No utter, no sound; nor simply to talk.
Pebbles of tears I shudder with doubt,
Nothing to fear, nothing to scare about.
As gentle as I go along the track,
I see the light, never...
February 2012
16 posts
баща - אבא - папа - હું તમને પ્રેમ.
I stood up, standing at the corner of the lobby waiting for the rest of my relatives to gather up. All I remember is only the big pool. I was so small (not really) but small enough to not to think about anything that happened. I could remember that it was a fine sunny weekend where most families would come to this kind of place for their leisure time on holiday. Nonetheless from what...
“It may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you, and that, you like a...”
– Quran, 2: 216
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Lost.
All I have been trying everyday is just to put a fake big smile in my face or maybe when a joke comes in, I could somehow laugh to it. Life has been fair enough to me as there are times when I get the happiness that barges in, and there are also times when the sadness comes to strike in. Honestly, I can say that I have lost some of my fictionality that I used to have once before. There...
Choosing your path.
Some would say that it would be easy to just sit back and wait what will happen next. Well the most would say that it is better for us to discover what’s within ourselves and find our strength so that we can make the best of ourselves. When Newton sat down on a tree, an apple fell down on his head and I couldn’t say that he didn’t wait for it to happen. The apple fell...
January 2012
2 posts
suerockin:
Here’s an original song by me, Glass...
December 2011
7 posts
Right now I’m having this I-don’t-know-what-to-do moment while having an iced tea at the food court. All I can think now is you, no one else’s in my mind. I can pretend a lot less that I’ve already moved on, though the thoughts of you are still ringing here in my head. Softly, these wounds cut and there’s nothing more I could say than regretting all the past that had...
I live across the sea and smile from miles to you.
In life there’s ups and downs, there’s nothing to argue.
No matter how deep your hole is, please know this thing oh dear,
That I will always be right here.
“This isn’t necessary at all, but I have never stopped loving you, ever in...”
Anonymous asked: you wrap your thoughts in works of art, and they're hanging on the walls of my heart.- the script.
November 2011
6 posts
I don’t know what brought me up to this, but I still miss you. When the lonely night comes, I keep on being invaded by your images in small lights behind the curtain - yellow and slow. I could even hear the sounds of your laughters, those waves of sound that remind me of your tender smile. Time goes by but everyone would always wish that they could turn back to time.
I miss you, a lot....
Daily Horoscope - Pisces.
You may be wishing that you had a magic wand right about now, Pisces. There is a problem you can’t seem to solve. It’s irritating you, because you have already tried everything you can think of, and the clock is ticking. There is a deadline associated with fixing this issue, and you don’t know where to turn. In a way, you do have a magic wand. You have your creativity. You have...
I'm Not Leaving - Yet.
I’m not leaving - yet.
Though all between our gap now
Is filled just with ignorance,
I’m not leaving - yet.
My brain needs to think far,
My hands have to stop shaking,
My eyes need to stop pouring,
My heart needs to stop wondering.
Just so you know,
That I’m not leaving - yet.
I don’t feel good in this. I’d think about it twice, again and again, until I’d go numb about it. Without denial, I could say that these are purely beautiful, perfectly felt and emotionally balanced. But what I feel at lot of times is just wrong. I could have followed my brain, but my heart’s stronger. I’ve been too strong though, keeping up with my new life, new...
October 2011
3 posts
“Scared words knitted tight
He blew them souls and they take flight
Twisting,...”
– By Maya Zaharudin. (2011)
I want you. To dive.
Instead of choosing violets, I’ll take roses. Instead of flying with you in the sky, I’d rather choose diving with you in the deep sea. Instead of walking beside the beach, I’d rather sleep with you on the sand until the sun rises. When no one else was looking, I found you without happiness, hunger for love and full of emptiness. You were different before, even purely different...
“It doesn’t suck being you. You are awesome and talented. You have the...”
– Nadia Omar, 2011.
September 2011
3 posts
August 2011
10 posts
Why have I stopped writing?
I don’t even know what has been bugging my head lately. Depression and sadness for most of the time but I’ve decided not to think about it anymore. As much as I keep bugging about it, the sorrow will just keep on haunting me without mercy.
If you ask me why, I blame 100% on Twitter! Everyday, every time, every second and every minute - I spend mostly tweeting about my thoughts. The...
“Anyway guys, you can now download two of my songs here via 4shared. Thanks for...”
– Now It’s Over - Download now!
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